Prefect need FREEDOM!!!

Prefect is a human! it need some freedom..always hate by other students..feel im arrogant..please don't think like that..expression/signal of the eye see by other pupils are different..a lot of pressure..In the past..i think wear up 'prefect uniform' is a good thing for me..after that..when this wish realize..former..all bad things happened to me..a lot of friends lose from my life..T.T can't join the topic what they chat to each other..can't accompany my friends when they sad..disappointed..why i should accept this type of fact??i don't understand..haiz~~however..i hope i can back to hitherto..>.<